yoginimass

 1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?     yes, happily married

2) What was your dream growing up?    to be a photojournalist

3) What talent do you wish you had? playing guitar

4) If I bought you a drink what would it be? glass of 2004 Schug merlot

5) Favorite vegetable? sweet potatos

6) What was the last book you read? Patron Saint of Liars

7) What zodiac sign are you? Pisces

8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.  previous  belly button piercing

9) Worst Habit? guilt

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? do you need one?

11) What is your favorite sport? ummm watching football, playing baseball or running

12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?optimistic, however always a "realist "

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? strike up a conversation

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you? abusive childhood/ mothers death

15) Tell me one weird fact about you. I have an obsession about pens (I know)

16) Do you have any pets? not yet

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?   come on in

18) What was your first impression of me? (hmmm...careful!)  intrigued

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary? scary

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be? smaller nose

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? conscience ( in my older age)

22) What color eyes do you have? green

23) Ever been arrested? yes, jay walking in Mexico

24) Bottle or can soda? bottle

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it? pay some bills, buy my husband a 50" plasma TV

27) What's your favorite place to hang at? coffee depot

28) Do you believe in ghosts? yes

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time? read, journal

30) Do you swear a lot? yes, potty mouth

31) Biggest pet peeve? clutter

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?  kind to a fault

33) Do you believe/appreciate romance? yes,yes,yes

34) If you could live anywhere in the world where would you chose? Bora Bora

35) Do you believe in God? I believe in a higher power

36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you? yes
 

 So, the New Year has begun and as I have stated "no resolutions". Unmet expectations = unhappiness. (in my world anyway). I do have goals, but don't seem to have enough time in the day/night. Although being an insomniac can be useful at times. I look around...How do these woman do it????

  I feel I struggle to keep things together (those important to me) and balanced : relationships, work and self. Something in that triad always lacks. Is it just me? I work with these amazing women who appear to "have it all" the great marriage, fulfilling career and kids. Also maintaining their self, whatever outlet ( exercise, books, photography, shopping, etc. ) all while the house is clean. <3. imagine...

                       "the more I know, the less I understand"

Now, I'm not naive. I know people aren't perfect and everybody has "issues", They just seem to handle the struggle/stress, the constant push/pull of life. Your life is a choice but your choice in one facet will affect the others.

Maybe I need to handle "the flow" better, just go with it and breathe. I'm so grateful for my life. I just want it all and I want it now. I got really sick over the holidays and I believe it my body's response telling me to slow down and rest. But how do you do this when there is so much to do?

   just breathe

so advise, don't judge and maybe SOMEDAY I'll fit in.....

             "life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans"   


    sitting home, awaiting the snow, unproductive weekend due to illness which has me a little down, need to keep moving but with no where to go at this time.

  peyton manning has great talent, but is way overexposed, enough already


  i'm so grateful to be in love, but fearful to lose it

 
 no resolutions this year,  unmet expectations = unhappiness